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I've a huge fucking headache and I hate Lancaster.
I can't say that I don't know what I'm doing here... I'm temporarily not being homeless and maybe returning to school... which would be a nice prospect as it would provide me with the room to pay off some debts while not accruing more...
But I haven't even been here a week and I don't know how much longer I can tolerate living in this hideous mass of life unworthy of life... seriously... fuck this town.
I'm not entirely in a position to travel as it would entail my credit cards charging off, possibly defaulting on my student loans and receiving a $500 fine from Lancaster county (convinced, until i provide information suggesting otherwise, that their lack of tax data for the years in which I did not live here is due to an attempt on my part to evade local and state taxes) which would probably thus go to warrant, what with me being out of state and/or mailing address... but it's still very tempting.
I am surrounded by incompetence, stupidity and grotesquerie... but hey... at least I'm not PTSing as bad as the other cats I was hanging out with in Schenley Plaza out in Pittsburgh last week... at least I have my jadedness to cling to... now all I need to do is make it through the next (insert period of time until I get the fuck out of this shithole) without randomly killing a cop.
I can't say that I don't know what I'm doing here... I'm temporarily not being homeless and maybe returning to school... which would be a nice prospect as it would provide me with the room to pay off some debts while not accruing more...
But I haven't even been here a week and I don't know how much longer I can tolerate living in this hideous mass of life unworthy of life... seriously... fuck this town.
I'm not entirely in a position to travel as it would entail my credit cards charging off, possibly defaulting on my student loans and receiving a $500 fine from Lancaster county (convinced, until i provide information suggesting otherwise, that their lack of tax data for the years in which I did not live here is due to an attempt on my part to evade local and state taxes) which would probably thus go to warrant, what with me being out of state and/or mailing address... but it's still very tempting.
I am surrounded by incompetence, stupidity and grotesquerie... but hey... at least I'm not PTSing as bad as the other cats I was hanging out with in Schenley Plaza out in Pittsburgh last week... at least I have my jadedness to cling to... now all I need to do is make it through the next (insert period of time until I get the fuck out of this shithole) without randomly killing a cop.