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Aug 14, 2008 02:20

Your confidence.
So easy to break.
Darkness, but like glass. Jackie would have been more appropriate but I cannot Ms. Galvin is enough and that hurts

Gloom, they weep for you. My apologies, Nill. It is painful to know I have hurt you, but I cannot turn away.

What do I love.
What do I love.
Do I love.

I've no answer.What do I love, when I thought ( Read more... )

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wretched_son August 14 2008, 06:45:21 UTC
He was eager for a fight.
Time to dismantle
that confidence.

HE WAS EAGER and he received what he wanted.

You deny him this?

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wretched_son August 14 2008, 06:52:02 UTC
A consistent question. If I answered you appropriately, would it change your perspective any? I don't think it would.

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wretched_son August 14 2008, 07:09:19 UTC
I don't expect you to change. Nor you to understand. Which is why I will not try.

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wretched_son August 14 2008, 07:18:19 UTC
Even if I wished it, it is far too late for me.

I will embrace my actions completely.

There's nothing left here, or there. Then, or now.

It will end when her blood spills by my hand.

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wretched_son August 14 2008, 07:23:25 UTC
The world made me as I am. Will you question the ways of man?

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She left me. After I was born, she left me there to die.
When I thought she was taken from me, she willingly left me there.
Why didn't she turn around why did she just leave why can't. I be saved.

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[private to Iruka] wretched_son August 14 2008, 07:40:57 UTC
In the beginning, that was the first thing. That was the first thing, but I did not remember it for so long. That memory was locked up, deep inside of me.

A man found me. A man named Frank Sunderland. This man took me to a hospital. Wish House Orphanage found me and took me. They gave me a name. They raised me. I learned the Scriptures there.
I wanted to play, but
Andrew would hit and I choke on the leeches and bruises and he killed Bobby and it hurt and I heard screaming and they'd lock me away the Water Prison was not so nice and I learned
I did not play.

I did not have a home. I lived in the subway station.
I met Cynthia there. I will not crave again. I will not fall for temptation again.
I met Ms. Galvin there. She gave me this doll, you see, and she looked so very happy with her mother HER MOTHER and about her father with her MOTHER and she gave me. This doll. You see. So I would never be alone again. And I cried and I cried and she was the very first YOU SEE to be. Kind to me.I visited that door a lot. The door. 302. The door ( ... )

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[locked to Iruka] wretched_son August 14 2008, 07:49:25 UTC
I performed abortions.

Children never had to suffer in the world, as I had.
As I have.
As I do.

[ooc: ;thrslh thank you. it was a looooot. :3]

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[locked to Iruka] wretched_son August 14 2008, 07:57:29 UTC
I hated all of them. I hated them for abandoning their children so easily. So I saved them. I saved them all.

Everyone is ugly. Everyone is so very ugly.
I can't be saved, either, though.
After this, I want to disappear.

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