guys are fucking lame.
Hm...
Ive lost touch with reality, im done having to go through this emotional, hurtful stage in my life once again, im stressed, im pissed off, im upset, im going fucking insane. ive got nothing to prove for anyone but myself, and i cant even do that. its funny how everything works, in life you see that once the bad things come to you all at once you'd think itd be over, but not for me. its like a fucking pattern that seems to follow me everywhere i go, and it scares me. i want to be happy, i want to go on living my days not worrying about anything but myself. i can be selfish, and i will be selfish. i cant handle the pressure of having to put the effort of being there for someone when they dont do the same for me. im done.
Friday, it was good to have seen lyn. Saturday Mig's kickback was chill. Sunday, UK subs and toxic narcotic, good show. but other then that, everything went to shit...
Ive lost touch with reality, im done having to go through this emotional, hurtful stage in my life once again, im stressed, im pissed off, im upset, im going fucking insane. ive got nothing to prove for anyone but myself, and i cant even do that. its funny how everything works, in life you see that once the bad things come to you all at once you'd think itd be over, but not for me. its like a fucking pattern that seems to follow me everywhere i go, and it scares me. i want to be happy, i want to go on living my days not worrying about anything but myself. i can be selfish, and i will be selfish. i cant handle the pressure of having to put the effort of being there for someone when they dont do the same for me. im done.
Friday, it was good to have seen lyn. Saturday Mig's kickback was chill. Sunday, UK subs and toxic narcotic, good show. but other then that, everything went to shit...