i hate my life
man my life is so fucking fucked up i mean i thought that me and kasie would be together.....wrong. I mean thats all i wanted was her i thought she felt the same about me but guess what i was wrong. Whats new? i miss her so much its just the thought of not being with her not holding her that kills me the most and the fact that she like that guy but if it was any other guy i would not really care.hell of course i am going to care becasue i still fucking like her. i try to get her out of my head but it doesnt work. i dont know what to do.any ideas????maybe i should just go find someone to hang out with someone that can hang with that wont be like " i like u do u think we could do something some time". Y does every girl like me.Fuck if everygirl liked me i would not have this probley.let me put it this way y does all my friends that are girls like me all but kc that is.i mean kt likes me, i am not sure about carrie, corntey likes me, i know alex did like me, even this girl that lives in the coloines likes me. i think for a while i am going to give up on gives and try to stay focused on sports and school.thats what i need to do. well today i have nothing to do. i was planing on going to the moives or lunch with kc but i think it would hurt me to much to see her. but there is one thing i need to do i need to go see her tell her good bye and get the fuck on with my life well try to.. i am so mad/upset that it only lasted a week i wish it could have been longer.maybe this is what we need. maybe if i still like her witch i know i will and if she still likes me we can date again.maybe she needs to be with some one else maybe we should move on. hell i dont know any thing to see kc happy is fine.i dont know i think all this is how i feel and what i am thinking. i am going to stop .please if u read this dont get mad
superman
superman