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man i am so mad at myself.i cant belive i did what i did.i guess i was mad and i was like i dont care anymore and it just happened. o well nothing i can do now. and allie she is long gone. but owell it was just a one time thing at least i was single.and if i wasnt i wount even be going to water country with out my gf.i miss her so much (kc that is) ya i talked to thomas last night and i told him i love kc. but it doesnt matter at all she like/wants some or something new in her life and not a no good jock.! what to do what to do.any ideas?well i gtg have to go to work will up date when i get home kc i still miss u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!