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[wrestlingguy]

what the fuck.i ment its fun to hang out with u but i thought it was just going to be me and becky. the reason i act different is because we dated for 2 f-ing year and when i am with u and another girl.it feels weird.like if u were going out with someone and omg anthony shows up.wouldnt u feel weird.i know i did.And if ur mad that i am going to the

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[sweeeet_hrt06]

ok, you said if i was going out with someone and you showed up....but you aren't going out with becky. and i was going to the movies to hang out with becky. i dont know who put your balls in a vise and is making you such an ass, but whatever. and i meant "why do i keep doing this" as "why should i care, and why do i still like you, and why do i keep putting myself in situations to get hurt". and i mean, you act differently around me when ANYONE else is there. im not talking about friday. i'm talking about all the time. but i guess i'm the person to run to whenever you need some action and can't get it anymore from carly. hey, whatever. i honestly do not give a fuck. i'm just gonna continue to be me, and i'm trying to totally take dating out of the picture for me. cause whenever i think about guys, i get hurt. one way or another. im sick of it. nothing ever goes my way. EVER. you know what? it's sad. i doubt i'd ever do it, but i have thought about killing myself and how people would actually react for about the past 3 months. and as of now, i dont care anymore. i dont care about school, or people, or myself, or my family. i just wish life would hurry up and end. but why am i telling you all of this? maybe i just want to vent. sorry for taking up your precious time by causing you to read this.