Apr 23, 2004 09:30
i ate so much fucking ice cream yesterday its sickning it was way to over boared. good thing adrean doesnt work until sun or i would be beyond fat as well as jenny. but then he works sun mon tues and wendsday!!! FAT FAT FAT. hey free ice cream from a hot guy i got nothing to complain about now do i.
to bad im stuck on kelly like a lil bitch.
its kool i love her so its all good i wouldnt mind being stuck on fo days.
i aint trying to push her away like she is with me b/c she is what i want and i realize that so y push something away that i want?
but i feel like i must move and because im feels like im stuck on a peace of ceament not willing to move or budge but i feel at the same time she wants me so i keep going waiting for the oppertunity.
but hasnt happen
so i talk to someone else and she gets pissed or hurt so i dont know what the fuck to do.
i want to be with her and she wants to be with me but i get pushed away so
what to do o what to do?
move on or wait for something that may not happen again?
she worth waiting 4 but she also needs to know that who ever im talking to or who ever im with i rather it be her and i would drop them in a instant not even an instant but less than a second.
so i love u baby and ur all i want but cant have so dont trip about losing me i would kiss ur feet 100000 times.
i love u and i know shit happens
as much as u dont want it to.
atleast as much as i dont want it to
because losing u WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE I'VE MADE
ABOUT U OR WITH YOU
but i cant take u back u have to take me back
shitty
late
kayla
dont hate the playa hate the game.
i love you kelly