why....?
I hate how sometimes i contemplate the things in my mind that should not even be there in the first place
I hate how i am "using" people...even though i know that i would return the favors anyplace any time!
I love how i'm so happy yet....it just never seems to then
i hate how things ALWAYS have strings attached and even if i wanted to cut them that would mean cutting so much more!
I love that i have understanding people around me
I love that i can just be myself and not have to worry about things that are pitiful!
I love that i get to surprize people tomorrow!
I hate that i want to just "get away" sometimes but then i have no regrets about not running and just staying and dealing w/ whatever life throws @ me!
I love that i can just come on the computer and type whatever i feel and get away w/ it cuz i don't give a shit anymore!
I hate how the future is something that i at times have NO control over!
but in the end...i LOVE life and all that is throws @ me and all that it has to offer to me! i don't know why i just typed all of that....but i DID....so whatever!
<3<3
Samye