What The Fuck

Apr 28, 2004 20:33

When I was trying to write a song my mom comes in my room for a chat about my grades (Which are all A's and B's Xcept for one class) so she starts talkinh and 20 minutes and a few goo dcomebacks later shes yelling at me. Then I say "I only open my mouth when I'm gonna say something Intelligent or something right, thats why your doing all the talking" so she hit me in the face, I tried reverse psycology and egged her on to hit me again she hit me 3 more times in the face and started crying trying to make me feel guilty. I told her "If you want me to feel guilty hat u hit me 4 times...I'm not" so she stoped fake crying and walked out of the room and before she left she said "I hope your proud of yourself" well I am. Parents will do anything to ruin your day when you make them look like assholes. I seriously need more Wellbutrin I just can't take all this shit every single fucking day. and last week when my dad tried to beat the shit out of me (like he did in 7th and 8th grade) I pushed him into my shelf really hard then he said "You would hit your father" and then walked off. Well that question would be yes after being yelled at for 30 minutes and hit upsode the face I will beat the shit out of anyone except my mom. And I totally forgot my old song it was so fucking perfect I was working on it for a fucking year and It's just gone...

And Relationship wise... I'm taking my canadian friends advice I'm waiting to find out that some chick cares just as much about me as I do to her so we don't end up breaking up after 1 or 2 weeks. Although never really found a chick that actually cared about me heh...awesome.
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