Jan 25, 2006 22:39
This entry is for Jenn...
This time, this place, missused mistakes. Too long, too late, Who was I to make you wait. Just one chance, just one breath, just in case there's just one left. Cause you know, you know, you know. That I love you. I have loved you all along. And I miss you, been far away for far to long. I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go. Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore.
Above is the first verse and chorus to "Far Away", by Nickelback. This song reminds me of some of the things that we've been through. I've known ever since we first met, that there was some kind of connection between us. I couldn't really pin point it at first. But after I got to know you, I started to notice things about you. Things like, the way you act around me, the way you treat me, and the way we co-exsist between one another. It's completely differen't than anyone else I've ever known.
We are so much alike, and I love every bit of that. It's like I don't have to finish my sentences sometimes. You know exactly what I'm going to say before I say it. That's so cool!! Nobody....and I mean NOBODY has ever been able to do that sweetheart.
I realize that I've dated quite a few other people and you soo little. But, that doesn't change the fact that you are the ONLY one for me. I'm done searching this planet for the one I love. It took me a while to realize, that she's been right in front of me this whole time. You are so true to me. And I too you, and that will never change.
Every other girl that I've dated has had some complication of why they can't go-out with me. Or, some dumb reason why they should break up. You have never done that. They would complain about a certain topic so much that it becomes un-bearible. I then create some sort of annoyance with them. The way they do something, say something...etc. But not with you. I can't think of anything that you do that I hate. Anything.
The love I have for you is true. So true in fact, I plan on spending the rest of my life with you. More than once when I'm with you, I've felt this connection between us grow stronger and stronger, as though we are one. Everytime I see you, it grows even more. This unbelievable force of love that I have for you can never be broken. It's like the sword in the stone. I was just waiting for the right person to come along and pull it out. You are it, nobody else. Nobody could replace what you mean to me. Nobody could show me the way to the light that is the truest love I've ever felt in my entire life. I am so greatfull that someone like you would come into my life, and be there with me for the rest of my days. It's an honor to be yours forever. You are my goddess of love, and always will be. You will always be in my heart and soul. Knowone has ever taken love to this extent before like you have for me. It's something I've wanted for a long time now. And now that I have it, I'm never letting go. I can never let go of something so beautiful, genuine and pure. Never.
I love you so much sweetheart. You mean absolutely everything to me. You are my whole world, and I would do anything to make you happy. Nobody could replace the love I have for you. You are also...not to mention the sexiest woman I have ever gone out with, ever! All I have to say is...WOW!!! DY-NA-MITE!!!
Well...I need to get to bed. Hopefully, when you read this tomorrow, you'll know that there is someone out there for you. And he's written this whole thing just to prove it to you. I love you very much sweetheart, from the bottom of my heart.
You are my beautiful mystic fairy in the celtic woods. And you always will be...forever.
Truly yours for always and forever,
your lover,
Kyle
(Brave warrior)
P.S.- You're cuter...lol.