Day 4718: Night
I hate my subconscious.
I laid down for a few minutes while Elizabeth finished up a report for music class that is due tomorrow (hence the necessity of fixing the computer this morning). I'm tired enough that I fell asleep almost immediately and was dreaming almost before I closed my eyes.
I dreamed that everyone I know (and a lot of people I don't!) was filing past me in twos and laughing at me because I wasn't good enough to be with anyone. I'm bound to say that some of the combinations were... a little strange.
Now I know better than this, of course I do! First off, some of the most fabulous people I know are single or have only recently met someone after a long dry spell. Some of them are happier single. And this is not the worst of all possible fates... still being with anyone I've dated (or been married to) would be worse than being single. And I have spent all day reminding myself of all that and trying to just get on with life as it is now and not being bothered by it... and then my stupid sub-c comes along and spikes me with the same nasties I get from pop-up ads. It could at least be a little original!
I laid down for a few minutes while Elizabeth finished up a report for music class that is due tomorrow (hence the necessity of fixing the computer this morning). I'm tired enough that I fell asleep almost immediately and was dreaming almost before I closed my eyes.
I dreamed that everyone I know (and a lot of people I don't!) was filing past me in twos and laughing at me because I wasn't good enough to be with anyone. I'm bound to say that some of the combinations were... a little strange.
Now I know better than this, of course I do! First off, some of the most fabulous people I know are single or have only recently met someone after a long dry spell. Some of them are happier single. And this is not the worst of all possible fates... still being with anyone I've dated (or been married to) would be worse than being single. And I have spent all day reminding myself of all that and trying to just get on with life as it is now and not being bothered by it... and then my stupid sub-c comes along and spikes me with the same nasties I get from pop-up ads. It could at least be a little original!