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a few things.
o1. last week my baby dog got hit by a car and died instantly. i didn't think i'd be that upset by a pet death, but i really am. it hurts the worst when i open my door when i get home and he's not there to talk to.
o2. tyler pwnd his knee. he didn't think it was that bad at first, but it seems to be getting progressively worse with each passing day. he has an MRI next week. in the meantime, i'm the only person around to check up on him. it's made the days a little more interesting. sometimes, a little more exhausting. for the most part it's pretty okay though.
o3. my daddy had to buy me two new tires for my car because the front 2 had nails in them and one of them was flat when i woke up sunday morning. that's the 3rd flat tire in like 3 months. on one hand, i'm so glad i won't have another for a while. on the other hand, i am sad that i was broke and had to ask my parents for the 200 bucks.
o4. jenna and charlie got married. i am super stoked for them. they both looked amazing. jenna and all of her bridesmaids wore flip flops and charlie and his groomsmen wore clean chucks. adorable.
o5. jake graduated high school. he's old and that makes me old by proxy. not cool, bro.
o6. kev came from tallahassee to stay with me for a while and look for a job. he may be moving in if he gets any leads. hopefully he'll find something he enjoys doing. it's been nice to have him here. it seems to make me lazy though, lol. i come home and all the dishes are done or he cooks dinner. i have become quite the misogynist.
o7. i hate work. not that i hate my job but lately my working environment has been complete bullshit. my boss seems to be mean. i can't trust anything anyone around me tells me. it seems that everything i have been used to doing is suddenly wrong. i can't take the conflict and stress for much longer.
o8. ryan called me from the sand yesterday. it was a nice conversation. he wants to go to the hostel with me when he gets back, but that will be october-ish and i am pretty sure that it will be too cold then to go. i'm excited, nonetheless. i look forward to having that talk with him.
o9. my house is a total wreck right now. i am not sure how i feel about it. i am compelled to clean however, i am so sure that it will just end up a mess again that i have decided just to spare myself the effort and disappointment. additionally, i need a hair cut. my nails are terrible. i should probably paint my toe nails and my eyebrows are simply unruly. sheesh.
1o. i have been listening to a lot of my old mixes lately. it makes me wish i was still that in tune with music and my feelings, as cheesy as that may sound. i just can't seem to get a cd to flow the same way these days. i get half way through something and either lose steam or lose my vision. it's been very frustrating.
o1. last week my baby dog got hit by a car and died instantly. i didn't think i'd be that upset by a pet death, but i really am. it hurts the worst when i open my door when i get home and he's not there to talk to.
o2. tyler pwnd his knee. he didn't think it was that bad at first, but it seems to be getting progressively worse with each passing day. he has an MRI next week. in the meantime, i'm the only person around to check up on him. it's made the days a little more interesting. sometimes, a little more exhausting. for the most part it's pretty okay though.
o3. my daddy had to buy me two new tires for my car because the front 2 had nails in them and one of them was flat when i woke up sunday morning. that's the 3rd flat tire in like 3 months. on one hand, i'm so glad i won't have another for a while. on the other hand, i am sad that i was broke and had to ask my parents for the 200 bucks.
o4. jenna and charlie got married. i am super stoked for them. they both looked amazing. jenna and all of her bridesmaids wore flip flops and charlie and his groomsmen wore clean chucks. adorable.
o5. jake graduated high school. he's old and that makes me old by proxy. not cool, bro.
o6. kev came from tallahassee to stay with me for a while and look for a job. he may be moving in if he gets any leads. hopefully he'll find something he enjoys doing. it's been nice to have him here. it seems to make me lazy though, lol. i come home and all the dishes are done or he cooks dinner. i have become quite the misogynist.
o7. i hate work. not that i hate my job but lately my working environment has been complete bullshit. my boss seems to be mean. i can't trust anything anyone around me tells me. it seems that everything i have been used to doing is suddenly wrong. i can't take the conflict and stress for much longer.
o8. ryan called me from the sand yesterday. it was a nice conversation. he wants to go to the hostel with me when he gets back, but that will be october-ish and i am pretty sure that it will be too cold then to go. i'm excited, nonetheless. i look forward to having that talk with him.
o9. my house is a total wreck right now. i am not sure how i feel about it. i am compelled to clean however, i am so sure that it will just end up a mess again that i have decided just to spare myself the effort and disappointment. additionally, i need a hair cut. my nails are terrible. i should probably paint my toe nails and my eyebrows are simply unruly. sheesh.
1o. i have been listening to a lot of my old mixes lately. it makes me wish i was still that in tune with music and my feelings, as cheesy as that may sound. i just can't seem to get a cd to flow the same way these days. i get half way through something and either lose steam or lose my vision. it's been very frustrating.