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SO last night I dreamt of trying to find a mask that was "right". The night before that? I was trying to cook something, but the ingredients I was using kept vanishing or changing into something else. The two or three nights before that? Clothes that just didn't fit right. Everything from one occasion that was like the "free" box at Mills, to trying to find party clothes at some friend's house, to really costume party/fetish wear.
I'm obviously not comfortable with something, but god damn me if I know what it is! Just this week, I've email some grad school people about important application questions, put up notices at grocery stores that I tutor, tutored some kids (like usual)... I don't understand what's wrong, brain! My personal life is even better, as a result of friends being more local and certain people's jobs getting much much better.
Theories encouraged.
I'm obviously not comfortable with something, but god damn me if I know what it is! Just this week, I've email some grad school people about important application questions, put up notices at grocery stores that I tutor, tutored some kids (like usual)... I don't understand what's wrong, brain! My personal life is even better, as a result of friends being more local and certain people's jobs getting much much better.
Theories encouraged.