Mar 30, 2005 18:27
Living in gorges of guilt
Facing the consequences
Of my actions, of my verdicts
Of the person I opted to be
They gaze at me
Inside it tears me apart
For they raised a princess
Never heaved a whore
She glares at me across the room
Inside she’s motherly aching
On the outside, she loathes me
For she knows I could be
The person she wants to see
But I rebel, I rebut
For baseless reasons
Yet still living in lament
For our apparitions never met
Maybe one day ill alter
Maybe one day they’ll discern
That I adore them
I love them so
Dear dad, dearest mom,
I’m wretched, I’m remorseful
I am not the daughter you hoisted
Nonetheless, certainly I can be
If you just give me the time to let you see
But for the time being, I’m just sorry