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oh boy do i love my boy! lol hes so great. dave i <3 u. polish school pretty fun talked way to much. i was being the class clown ..well half the class was lafing. neway..lena,gabby,me, and someone else have the hottest idea but i cant tell noone about it cuz its our liddle secret...thats what im so syked about i cant wait till this happens..mhh dont get mad if i cant tell yu about it, cuz i cant. no matter how important yu r to me. i promised. well anyway i was happy before but now im all like bummed out i mean i dont know what happened but i hate myself. i wanna die. my life sucks..my friends are the greatest...and my boyfriend is the greatest too. i really hate the way God lets me wake up and freaking lets me breathe every single day. damn today was good,bad,good and then bad agian. whats up with me and my moods all of the sudden?..im pretty shure this has been the worst month i ever had to go through. i hate my life . i really really really really really do. this year has been good and bad all the time. im crying right now ..why ? becuz im a cry baby and i cry about everything. [ but boy iv apolagized a million times before and ill apolagize a million more , its like im falling alseep without a good night kiss ] ---> This is my sorry for 2004 i wont mess up this year no more , no , sorry for the things i did , sorry for the lies , sorry for the time that i didnt care what u wanted what u needed. god i just wanna be loved, like really really loved for who i am not the bull shit me. i mean im sorry people for being such a gay fat bitch. damn im sorry its like im on stage and i forgot the words. im never gonna get married noone wants to marry me im ugly. ha. tru tru. maybe i should just let everyone important to me go. like i just wna know what it feels like not to be loved. no valentines present,no birthday present. no presents. im not loved. im getting a digital camera. sorry from the bottem of my heart how i hurt you boy. i always put myself in front of people..or do i? i dont even fucken know. haha this spanish music im listening to is like..much gar gar to del nannnana regea baby mami cantel dantel..does anyone understand that? i think it means much gar gar to the nananan reagea baby mami canal dental. i dont know lol okays well im gonna go ..eh everyones been pissing me off.
lattter to all yu sexy people<3