Ive got a confession to make

[wreathowaffles]

I love people...and i hate them..equally with a passion. Lies, mind games, bitching, back stabbers, drama, and frankly right now most men (not including..like ryan, dj, or dusty) I just hate it all right now. Just how people work, I seariously cannot understand why people are so mean to each other. Why people backtalk and do things consciously that hurt others. Im so sick of it...all of it. Human nature ..blah blahb lbah. There are people who arent like that, there are people who are truly and sincerely sweethearted. What are people so scared of? being nice, being accepting, being themselves? The world I can see...ahah i guess my idealistic world will never exist. EVEr, and its hard to face that because im so optimistic.

I want the truth...i dont care what it is about....I always want the truth.

I have a headache beyond belief. And of course there is no cure cause i cant swallow the advil, sigh. I forgot about old friends/aquaintances and how awesome of people they are. I want to get to know people better...connect on the...how do you put it...well higher level of relation. I guess its hard for me though, because i dont like things to get to seriouse. I like to have my fun..and freedom. Doesnt matter if its friendship or relationship. Which.....I think...right now is just a bad idea. Happy....conflicted....than happy..than tears..than anger..than happy..and than conflicted/sad/undecided again.

LETS DYE MY HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!