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Uggh.
I'm having kind of a rough week.
With people.
I
m having issues with ones I love and care for, but I don't know how to talk about it with them.
They just seem to not care about me anymore...like I'm only there for when it benefits them to be friends, you know?
Irritates me.
They only hang out with the "cool" kids.
Really hurts.
Then the whole Justin thing.
God.
I really care for him...but I'm not really sure if it is anything more than a really good friend.
Things got a little physical way fast for my liking, and I can only see him once a week, if at all.
This sucks...
'cause I liked him for so long, but now...
eh.
I don't know.
I'm having doubts and that scares me.
Plus...I like aother guy...and I feel terrible.
My fingers hurt.
I think I got more hot glue on my fingers than the mini Audrey II lights.
yay blisters?
damn.