Jan 20, 2004 19:45
I am listening to Katatonia...I wanted to stress this outside of the little area they provided me for the subject simpley because this is a very good band.period.
I think I may owe some explannation but Im kinda afraid to venture there as it would take alot of explaining.So I will say this...I love some people alot and sometimes i really love life,this will not explain what inspired me to try takiing my life 2 times in a period of a month....not much will. (figure?)Some christianeyney types would say i got a lil demon inside me....Id like to think of it as the Furbee version of my inner "Chuckie"...
see i cant explain.
It was just alot of pain...umm pain Ive spent over a decade trying to rid myself of to no avail....I tried to give up,luckily i failed.
here I am.
I missed you all and I missed lil life and this time i think it will work....better.
anyhow im tried...please say hi or email :)