How my brothers all managed to tolerate such a place is still a mystery to me. Oh, but I forget, they don’t get constantly accused, lest someone prefers a football down their throat, textbook to their head or a sword impaled in their chest!
Why? I know they're idiots. It's a fact I've been aware of most of my life. How is it that something as pathetic as a change of scenery has me so on edge?
I should calm down. I have to. It’s for her. Only her. But I can’t! Not while I’m still in here.
But I can't fail her, either...
Fuck this.
I'm going out to do what I think is fun. It's the weekend, after all.