locus of control...
Okay...breathe... WAAAAAAH!!!!!!! The P&G Status Update Letters
have been released!!! I ran to our computer, hastily opened my
email...LO AND BEHOLD! I have 5 new messages, meaning ONE MESSAGE MORE
THAN THERE WAS THIS MORNING!!! I clicked my inbox with sweaty fingers,
shook with fear until the screen loaded...it was nothing more than an
update email from our physics lab prof, reminding us to answer the
guide questions for monday's experiment.
I really hate that guy.
Okay fine, yeah, fine, it's a good thing he takes the time to email us and shit but I was peeing in my pants because I thought it was my status update. GRRRRRH. Must not kill prof. That definitely qualifies as Conduct Unbecoming of a young Christian dontcha think?
I barely passed my physics lecture exam. I barely passed my organic chemistry lecture exam. If I screw up my P&G application, that'll be another sore spot on my already smudged and blotted self-esteem. But I have to be cool about this. I'm human, I'm allowed to make mistakes, although making mistakes isn't exactly what I'm doing...SLACKING OFF is more like it. Yeah, I've been munching on junk food all week and I've probably put on the pounds I lost...man, I don't know what's wrong with me. I seem completely incapable of NOT making things fall apart. I'm like a human bullozer, everything I touch just goes to pieces. I am one hell of an unlucky charm.
But I'm okay with it. Gotta deal with it. I'm an adult now right? Just breathe...
I really hate that guy.
Okay fine, yeah, fine, it's a good thing he takes the time to email us and shit but I was peeing in my pants because I thought it was my status update. GRRRRRH. Must not kill prof. That definitely qualifies as Conduct Unbecoming of a young Christian dontcha think?
I barely passed my physics lecture exam. I barely passed my organic chemistry lecture exam. If I screw up my P&G application, that'll be another sore spot on my already smudged and blotted self-esteem. But I have to be cool about this. I'm human, I'm allowed to make mistakes, although making mistakes isn't exactly what I'm doing...SLACKING OFF is more like it. Yeah, I've been munching on junk food all week and I've probably put on the pounds I lost...man, I don't know what's wrong with me. I seem completely incapable of NOT making things fall apart. I'm like a human bullozer, everything I touch just goes to pieces. I am one hell of an unlucky charm.
But I'm okay with it. Gotta deal with it. I'm an adult now right? Just breathe...