somebody save me...
For the past two weeks I've been slipping and sliding on the floors of sanity. I've been desperately been trying to avoid that great yawning black hole of sadness that keeps threatening to swallow me whole. I don't understand why I'm feeling so sad anyway. There's nothing seriously wrong in my life right now that I can think of. Most of my problems are just paltry little chickens that wouldn't even make a decent Chicken McDo. So what the bloody hell is problem? Loneliness I suppose. The inability to feel connected to any human being at the moment. Even though the world seems to be trying to send wonderfully warm people my way, I still feel so remote, so cold and incomplete. I've been the fruit bat equivalent of Mr. Wilson for these past two weeks and I don't want to stay this way.
So yeah, I've created a monster I cannot escape, in the form of the Squishee Pink Penguin. Go ahead and shoot me. So the Squishee Pink Penguin goes around hanging out with one of Master Keitness's friends. I don't care. The Black Samurai has no heart. If they start snogging in front of me, I will not even make a move. Except maybe to summon the Discipline Office . I don't give a dandruff's worth of care. Except I thought it was pretty mean the way the Squishee Pink Penguin had to read out something in class today that had a lot of words that contained the letter "s". Considering the fac that he has a slight lisp, it was not the most impressive bit of reading I've heard in my life. But the Squishee Pink Penguin will cease to exist in the Black Samurai's world. Just as Sanity has apparently left me right now.
I'm starting to believe in synchronicity. I used to believe most things just happen by coincidence, lucky accidents, but now...I don't know. Some things just happen at precisely the right time...I may not have understood it at the time, but looking back, I can see that life sets things up with precision timing.
So yeah, I've created a monster I cannot escape, in the form of the Squishee Pink Penguin. Go ahead and shoot me. So the Squishee Pink Penguin goes around hanging out with one of Master Keitness's friends. I don't care. The Black Samurai has no heart. If they start snogging in front of me, I will not even make a move. Except maybe to summon the Discipline Office . I don't give a dandruff's worth of care. Except I thought it was pretty mean the way the Squishee Pink Penguin had to read out something in class today that had a lot of words that contained the letter "s". Considering the fac that he has a slight lisp, it was not the most impressive bit of reading I've heard in my life. But the Squishee Pink Penguin will cease to exist in the Black Samurai's world. Just as Sanity has apparently left me right now.
I'm starting to believe in synchronicity. I used to believe most things just happen by coincidence, lucky accidents, but now...I don't know. Some things just happen at precisely the right time...I may not have understood it at the time, but looking back, I can see that life sets things up with precision timing.