eat my shorts.
The following nonsense was inspired by the hodgepodge of weird stuff my blockmates told me today and the own weird stuff I thought of while waiting near North Gate. Please forgive the incoherence and...just forgive it okay?
Sometimes while going through things and taking them for granted, you find something you want to hold on to.
Sometimes while rushing by people and dismissing them just as easily, you find someone you don’t want to forget.
That’s when it gets dangerous. When in the quest for utter desensitization, you encounter someone who makes you want to feel again.
What do you do when you want something so badly but you know you don’t need it and you probably can’t have it?
What do you do when the one you want is right in front of you but you can’t let them know out of pride and principle?
Logic or instinct?
Reason or emotion?
When I watch you walk away, knowing that I could never be with you and that you will never know how I feel right now, how can I convince myself that I will be alright? I know I will but that doesn’t make it any easier.
You make me feel like a penniless kid staring longingly into the windows of a candy shop.
When I’ve decided once and for all, and start to feel the icy tendrils of loneliness creeping onto my shoulders once more like a heavy and inescapable cloak, I hope you walk in sunshine and smiles. I wish you to be always enveloped in warmth and safe from the clutches of my murky bitter world.
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First time today, I saw Visine in an outfit quite different from his usual attire. Saying it was a huge improvement is quite a stretch so I will not say anything at all. I have no right to criticize him but a dose of Queer Eye would probably do him some good. I don't care. He's nice enough as it is and his not being a fashion plate just proves that he is NOT metrosexual at all. That term has always made me a bit uncomfortable. Call me overly gender-schematic but I can't say I can totally respect guys who take longer than I do on their appearance...
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Decide. Decide. Decide. Decide. HOW?!?!?!?!?! Goodness knows I've promised and tried my best not to screw up again, but we all know how bad I am at resisting temptation. DECIDE. DECIDE. DECIDE. DECIDE!!!