ugh...
owwwwwwwww i hate cramps.
i really am enjoying going to the gym. i feel a lot better. it's awesome. i'm just impatient and want to see results like now which has always discouraged me before. i do see somethings and i might be fooling myself a little but hey i need the motivation. yay. plus with julez and andie as gym buddies i really can't blow it off. they will guilt trip me. and then beat me senseless with those new guns of their's. nuh uh no thank you.
i'm quitting smoking the day after my birthday. i need to. hopefully it will stick this time. plus i'm giving myself a couple days before i have to go back to hell...ie work. maybe i'll try one of those nicotine gum substitutes? i don't feel like being a bloodthirsty monster in my attempt to get healthy.
my birthday should be fun. i'm getting my hair did that day. i have a fabulous outfit that makes my boobs look fantastic. i like being aesthetically pleasing, sometimes i just don't care, but right now i do. partying at stevo's maybe? and drinking. i know after eight days in a row at work i will need to be drunk, or at least slightly intoxicated. it's the truth.
i really am enjoying going to the gym. i feel a lot better. it's awesome. i'm just impatient and want to see results like now which has always discouraged me before. i do see somethings and i might be fooling myself a little but hey i need the motivation. yay. plus with julez and andie as gym buddies i really can't blow it off. they will guilt trip me. and then beat me senseless with those new guns of their's. nuh uh no thank you.
i'm quitting smoking the day after my birthday. i need to. hopefully it will stick this time. plus i'm giving myself a couple days before i have to go back to hell...ie work. maybe i'll try one of those nicotine gum substitutes? i don't feel like being a bloodthirsty monster in my attempt to get healthy.
my birthday should be fun. i'm getting my hair did that day. i have a fabulous outfit that makes my boobs look fantastic. i like being aesthetically pleasing, sometimes i just don't care, but right now i do. partying at stevo's maybe? and drinking. i know after eight days in a row at work i will need to be drunk, or at least slightly intoxicated. it's the truth.