jamon everywhere
there's something so lonely about spain, but i can't seem to pinpoint it out. maybe it's because i see a lot of couples milling around everywhere at all hours of the day. or maybe it's because i came to a foreign country not knowing anyone. or maybe it's just the fact that i'm starving because all we can find here are tapas.
there are so many factors that influence the way i feel currently, but there is one major one that has been weighing me down so much that at times i feel like puking and having panic attacks. there's no point in writing what exactly is it; it'll just remind me everytime i refresh the button and reinforce what the hell is wrong with my life.
instead i just want to focus on where i am, and most importantly, to concentrate on classes.
granada is such a beautiful city though. it's kind of big to walk around, but it has a cute small town feel. so far of what i've seen of spain, it is pretty homogenous. everyone stares at us tourists, but they probably stare more at me because i'm asian. i'm so paranoid. but for the most part, the locals here have been amazing. i can't wait to go back home and be able to choose from a million variety of foods. all we ever eat here is bread, ham, cheese, eggs, and patatas fritas.
i just need some sleep. then i think i'll be okay.
there are so many factors that influence the way i feel currently, but there is one major one that has been weighing me down so much that at times i feel like puking and having panic attacks. there's no point in writing what exactly is it; it'll just remind me everytime i refresh the button and reinforce what the hell is wrong with my life.
instead i just want to focus on where i am, and most importantly, to concentrate on classes.
granada is such a beautiful city though. it's kind of big to walk around, but it has a cute small town feel. so far of what i've seen of spain, it is pretty homogenous. everyone stares at us tourists, but they probably stare more at me because i'm asian. i'm so paranoid. but for the most part, the locals here have been amazing. i can't wait to go back home and be able to choose from a million variety of foods. all we ever eat here is bread, ham, cheese, eggs, and patatas fritas.
i just need some sleep. then i think i'll be okay.