C'mon.

Oct 06, 2008 01:36

I don’t forget anything, dear.

Sometimes maybe you forget how much we love you.

I think I’ve said, “If it weren’t for Daryll, blah blah blah,” plenty of times. Don’t think I don’t know this, friend. I know. I don’t think anyone else knows more than me.
And I’m soooooo sorry that I don’t see Gin as Daryll’s girlfriend but as one of my friends. I’m sorry I asked her to come to the one party I have once a year instead of one of the shows you have in the month of October.
Remember when you had your band play during one of your parties? I pretty much felt like an outsider with all those other people around. I don’t go to your shows because I don’t want to feel like I’m only an acquaintance. And maybe you don’t see me like “just an acquaintance,” but it is how I feel, and I don’t want to feel like that.
Also, I know exactly how you are about your music. That’s why I didn’t even bother begging you when I found out you weren’t coming for a show. I didn’t realize having Gin at a party with us instead of at one of your shows was going to be so difficult for you, or I would have consulted you. I can’t read minds.
I know Julia asked you to leave Jeremy out of this, but you can leave them both out. I was the one that talked to Gin. I was the one that said you had more shows she could attend.

Anyway. I’m sorry for “disrespecting” you, but I hope that instead of apologizing for not coming to the party, that you will apologize for putting this up on LJ before ever talking to me about it, especially since everyone else seemed to have seen it before I did. I think that’s what sucks the most out of all of this.
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