Bowing Out Before the Game Begins

[wrappedinboxes]

New re-resolutions/resolutions. Stay focused because the exams are in two weeks. Stop procrastinating, no it should not take you two weeks to complete an essay. Never be the last to know because you wind up feeling foolish in the end. Never trust the middleman fully, because there are things you can't possibly know for sure or things get lost in translation or you miss out on certain crucial details. Never be an option. Bow out now, its lucky you know how you feel for now(and you're not in over your head yet). And because friends are infinitely better, do not take the cold bitch approach even if you know its infinitely better and more effective as a prompt solution.

(Just a glaring reminder that you could have prevented this feeling of restlessness, somewhere in between attraction and like)
The plan starts now, x.