Jan 02, 2009 14:38
HA.
So I guess Brandon has locked his diaryland and I can no longer see it.
Probably had something to do with the update on my life that I did. And honestly, I dont fucking care. I had said NOTHING bad about him at all. Simply that we JUST DIDNT WORK OUT.
He had mentioned in his about hearing about Steve and wanting to beat him up, something about being "hot and bothered" by somebody.... shit like that.
C'mon dude. I was trying to be nice. When I did hear that you found out about Steve, I wrote you saying I am sorry I didnt tell you, I just didnt know how. That He makes me happy, and we are really good together, and that I cherish all the memories I have from you, and you will always have a place in my heart.
So whatever, now that I am locked out, even though I'm the only one that still uses diaryland, I have to assume you are just venting about me. And dont want me to read it.
That being said, despite all that hurt you say I caused you, do you think it didnt hurt me too? Did YOU cry for hours after seeing me after the fact? I doubt it, at this point. Thanks for cuttung me down in that shit, now I know it would never work. I tried to end it as nicely as possible, and to carry on.
I didnt even mean to FIND Steve. Lord knows I am so glad that I did.... but I certainly did not expect it. I happen to see him one night at the bar. We exchanged numbers, said we should hang out. I jad NO expectations. None. What happened... well... just happened! We were smitten from the start, and have fallen in love with each other. We have regular talks. We talk all the time. We cuddle, we miss each other when the other isnt there.
I dunno. It's just pretty lame. I thought we could be friends.... I guess not.