been a while
So...life i guess, is what i am here to talk about,
Prom is comming up
My stress level is through the roof, Any one else feeling that?
I am busy, crazy and going out of my mind
I got dumped last week by a FRIGGEN ASS...
He told me to FUCK MYSELF
I told him it seemed tricky but i would try
As much as i wanted to be sad the only emotion i felt was relief
I like someone new, but they prolly dont like me back...haha story of life i suppose...I am living on a roller coaster, I will just live each day with QUIET antisapation, awaiting tomarrows arrival, take one day at a time and try not to think of the days ahead, and when i do let a thought or two slip i will forget it and move on...Life is so crazy and so full of elements, whats a girl to do.
I moved out of my house, I live in Oceanside now, its awesome, I thought it would make me happier and it has, but once one part is satisfied another unsatisfacory part of life arrives...
I got a new car, its awesome, cute and has somewhat of a pickup not nearly as nice as the V8 but good enough...awe i want to be in bed right now sleeping my life away like I use to, I want to be running right now, excersizeing and being healthy like i use to, wow i use to be so pretty and feel so confident in my self, and now all i think about are those who dont feel confident in me and who dont think highly of me and those who tell me to FUCK MYSELF becuase they are to insecure with them self they dont know how to deal with a situation maturly and handle themselves with out and anger outburst...
K this is too long...PEACE BE WITH YOU THAT READ THIS CRAP, LIVE JOURNAL IS JUST AN EXCUSE TO BE EMO!!!
Prom is comming up
My stress level is through the roof, Any one else feeling that?
I am busy, crazy and going out of my mind
I got dumped last week by a FRIGGEN ASS...
He told me to FUCK MYSELF
I told him it seemed tricky but i would try
As much as i wanted to be sad the only emotion i felt was relief
I like someone new, but they prolly dont like me back...haha story of life i suppose...I am living on a roller coaster, I will just live each day with QUIET antisapation, awaiting tomarrows arrival, take one day at a time and try not to think of the days ahead, and when i do let a thought or two slip i will forget it and move on...Life is so crazy and so full of elements, whats a girl to do.
I moved out of my house, I live in Oceanside now, its awesome, I thought it would make me happier and it has, but once one part is satisfied another unsatisfacory part of life arrives...
I got a new car, its awesome, cute and has somewhat of a pickup not nearly as nice as the V8 but good enough...awe i want to be in bed right now sleeping my life away like I use to, I want to be running right now, excersizeing and being healthy like i use to, wow i use to be so pretty and feel so confident in my self, and now all i think about are those who dont feel confident in me and who dont think highly of me and those who tell me to FUCK MYSELF becuase they are to insecure with them self they dont know how to deal with a situation maturly and handle themselves with out and anger outburst...
K this is too long...PEACE BE WITH YOU THAT READ THIS CRAP, LIVE JOURNAL IS JUST AN EXCUSE TO BE EMO!!!