i can't sleep....

[wrapedinplaztic]

i'm not sorry
i wish i could be
but i want to cry
i want to feel lonely
i want to be miserable
i need to be miserable
i hate this
i hate you
when were not fighting
i want to be fighting
i hate being with you
your boring
i'm boring
WE are boring
i don't want to be boring
you annoy me
i can't stand you
you say something i've never heard before (from you)
and i break
i shatter
somthing i want so bad
and i can't respond
you open the door
it was open
the time was there
i shut it
i pretend it didn't happen
i run away
i hide
you find me
you act like nothing happened
only becaue i say we'll talk later
i want to cry
i want you
but not all of you
and secretly i think you feel the same way
you want it all, just not with me