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[wrap_me_in_cold]

Im tired of the crap
Im tired of the drama
and what im about to say is probably not going to help

but ive been putting alot of thought into this decision

i think i would like to claim straight edge

I have thought about it for a while...trying to get the idea together and rationalized

Ive always been drug free, this is just kind of the next step, a promise to my body that none of it will ever happen. A promise to myself that ill stay clean and rational and pure

i dont want to do it to be cool

i want to do it as a reminder to myself
i want to do it to keep myself in check
i want to do it for me, not for anyone else

i feel bad for making fun of the thing i would like to achieve

but this is what i want to do

No-Devin didnt "brainwash" me, nor did cody

I did this on my own

Im not going to wear Xs every day

this is just the route i want to take

if you support me, awesome

if you dont, and if youre going to ridicule me like my hypocritical self has done, then be my guest

but thank you for reading
Adam