Jan 21, 2021 23:31
So I'm on an island far away from 99.9% of anyone I've ever known in my life ever. Which was a choice I willingly made. But it's a choice that's felt a lot more complicated recently.
I don't have a job and I'm not very good at making friends.
Covid19 doesn't really make social interaction that easy these days either. Technically I have a few friends in London, one in Hungry, and one in Berlin and maybe one or two across the UK who might remember me if I'm really very lucky.
Even so, I have no one here. I suppose when there was a place to go back to in the UK it felt manageable. Now I just have a storage unit with a fee to pay. My life has been in sodding boxes for more than a decade and I don't even have any friends any more.
I don't have friends in this time zone or side of the planet or continent.
And my life is 95% in a storage crate on the other side of the world.
I obviously need to fix this but I'm really not sure how right now...
...Well fuck.
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