Tarot for my heart.

Aug 05, 2010 10:42

My love life - wtf?

Centre: 2 Pentacles
Path: 8 Cups
Past: Moon
Future: Emperor
Present - Leading to: 4 Pentacles - Priestess
Core: Saviour
Around: Sun
Hopes/fears: Judgement
Outcome: Ace Wands

(And then? - 8 Wands, 8 Pentacles, Knight Pentacles.)

Which sounds something like: dancing through the storm with my lightning rod, getting sad when things don't run my way. Psychic weird and change in my past, a strong male presence in my future. At the moment I fear I've lost my lightning rod or that I'll be at the oast when it reappears - magic is as ever the remedy. Love is being willing to raze the world for someone. Someone I know will get what they want. I hope souls can be aligned, and in the end I meet someone new, unsettling and interesting. After that? Rushing headlong into love, am given a very cool task, and the knight of pentacles (not sure if that represents a specific boy or just the stability of a relationship.)

What do I have to do to bring JHH here?

Centre: King Knives
Path: Page Cups
Past: Death
Future: 8 Knives
Present - Leading to: Moon - Page Knives
Core: 3 Knives
Around: Magician
Hopes/fears: 2 Pentacles
Outcome: 4 Wands

My tarot has been unenthusiastic about JHH ever turning up, so I thought I'd ask it a more practical question and see if it laughed at me in a 'no way no how' kinda way. It didn't, which is something.

I think it means I have JHH on side which is the main factor, someone (Nieth? Blade? Arty person?) will turn up and tell me something useful (and in the meantime building bridges through art and dreams is good). In the past, Necromancy! At present change and psychic weird - rising tides? - watched over by an untrustworthy boy (Nieth). Alternatively it means the Lukas Crane scenario, a ghost mask over an unhappy boy. I don't know what to do or what I can do. I'm heartsick whilst trampling other's hearts. Someone has magic in their favour all the universe to command. I hope to keep hold of my lightning rod as I dance the storm. In the end, gods-send, good harvest prosperity and peace. What this is mostly telling me is there isn't a lot I can do other than not give up.

necromancy, prediction

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