"I feel it everyday it's all the same

Sep 06, 2009 23:09

It brings me down but I'm the one to blame
I've tried everything to get away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again
Why do I do this? -
Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over..."

Most people I know are off saving/destroying an imaginary world.

I am doing flat things and have a nasty suspicion I haven't done enough. If this is true, there will be problems. This leads to many imaginary conversations in my head with me swearing rather a lot and uttering the phrase 'nuke the site from orbit' with distressing regularity.

Ah well. Continuing on my 'cheer my neurons up by watching random old films' kick I watched Terminator - the original one. That was another film I watched to death, aged fifteen, along with Aliens and Tombstone. And whilst girls my age swooned over - (I have no idea actually. Bloke from 'Ghost'? Some young singing idiot?) - whoever, I quietly fell in love with Kyle Reese. And y'know what? Viewing the film again I'm pleased to say, damn my taste was impeccable.

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Apparently Anhelios got smited. Cool.
I wonder if I'm dead? Probably.
No doubt war tales will make their way back to me in time...

"So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head
I try to live without you, every time I do I feel dead
I know what's best for me
But I want you instead
I'll keep on wasting all my time..."

zg

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