LBP...
The Sun hunkered low, the Moon looked wry
The Tower was razed and lit up the sky
Never mind how and never mind why -
I knew it was over.
Ten knives rattling loud at my door
Three swords heart-deep in the corpse on the floor
Blood and silence too much to ignore -
I knew it was over.
The Devil laughed itself to sleep,
The Mourner bled and continued to weep
The Star held a promise she couldn't keep -
And I knew it was over.
So cut the deck and deal me ten
I'll spread the cards again and again
But they still say now what they told me then
I know it's all over.
I don't need your words to tell me to go
I've signs and portents showing me so
The Thunder snarls spitting lightning low
Feed the Storm
(I know)
Feed the Storm
(I know I know)
Feed the Storm
I know it's all over.
Last week at the Oast I told my parents vampire was ending and speculated what that would mean with possible relationships. And when I thought about it, I realised that I no longer believed Jez loved me nor had much interest in me at all.
Possibly it's the three texts he hasn't answered along with all the 'I bored how are you lets have tea' messages he doesn't send any more. Possibly it's just because I think the ending of ZG will be unhappy for me. Possibly it's because I've just run out of optimism. Who knows.
All I know is that I no longer believe that Jez wants me or will leave Sally. And if he does I will not be with him. I also find it hard to hold onto the hope Holliday will reappear - I think I fucked that one up.
I really am quite excruciatingly lonely.
The Tower was razed and lit up the sky
Never mind how and never mind why -
I knew it was over.
Ten knives rattling loud at my door
Three swords heart-deep in the corpse on the floor
Blood and silence too much to ignore -
I knew it was over.
The Devil laughed itself to sleep,
The Mourner bled and continued to weep
The Star held a promise she couldn't keep -
And I knew it was over.
So cut the deck and deal me ten
I'll spread the cards again and again
But they still say now what they told me then
I know it's all over.
I don't need your words to tell me to go
I've signs and portents showing me so
The Thunder snarls spitting lightning low
Feed the Storm
(I know)
Feed the Storm
(I know I know)
Feed the Storm
I know it's all over.
Last week at the Oast I told my parents vampire was ending and speculated what that would mean with possible relationships. And when I thought about it, I realised that I no longer believed Jez loved me nor had much interest in me at all.
Possibly it's the three texts he hasn't answered along with all the 'I bored how are you lets have tea' messages he doesn't send any more. Possibly it's just because I think the ending of ZG will be unhappy for me. Possibly it's because I've just run out of optimism. Who knows.
All I know is that I no longer believe that Jez wants me or will leave Sally. And if he does I will not be with him. I also find it hard to hold onto the hope Holliday will reappear - I think I fucked that one up.
I really am quite excruciatingly lonely.