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heh.
I wouldn't even know where to begin. It's 3:45am, friday morning. april 11th.
school sucks. this semester is probably not going to turn out well. i've just had no motivation. the past four months have been more stressful and frustrating than i've been letting off.
...I'm a mess. It's great. Yet I don't think i've ever been so careful in my entire life. I'm always go go go, live for the moment. Slowing everything down is... quite the process. I still don't sleep. This doesn't help. But I like it :)
I'm just rolling with the punches. and ironically at the same time tip toe-ing around everything that happens. I want this to be good. I want to be ready for it.. but fuck.
Time has always been the enemy. I'm one of the most impatient people on this planet. ..........
it's whatever.
I wouldn't even know where to begin. It's 3:45am, friday morning. april 11th.
school sucks. this semester is probably not going to turn out well. i've just had no motivation. the past four months have been more stressful and frustrating than i've been letting off.
...I'm a mess. It's great. Yet I don't think i've ever been so careful in my entire life. I'm always go go go, live for the moment. Slowing everything down is... quite the process. I still don't sleep. This doesn't help. But I like it :)
I'm just rolling with the punches. and ironically at the same time tip toe-ing around everything that happens. I want this to be good. I want to be ready for it.. but fuck.
Time has always been the enemy. I'm one of the most impatient people on this planet. ..........
it's whatever.