Once upon a time, there was a beautiful girl named
miserycry. Actually, this girl was not beautiful; she was sexy. Her face was all painted up - eyelids blue, lips ruby red. She wore six-inch glittered pumps, and still she managed to get her groove on. Surely this was the most beautiful girl in the land, and she took full advantage of this. Her sexiness even sprouted three love children. And even gathered to sing her praises, for anywhere she went was made better by her presence.
...'cause rose tints her world. >D
You know what I really hate? None of my CDs play perfectly anymore. They scratch up even when I take excellent care of them.
Lately, my grandma has been stopping in a lot. Every time, she complains and complains about everything I do, which I think is really unlike her. She really embarassed me when she pulled my blankets off and my dad saw my panties (NOT COOL). I mean, I could be doing everything right, and she would start blaiming me for stuff other people did. I wonder if she's harassing anyone else?
I've been talking to my beloved Caitlin (
cov) quite a little bit. I love her so much, but you could gather that from the "beloved Caitlin" thing. In any case, she's just amazing, and her boyfriend John is uber-cool. >D I'm totally into him.
Cait is currently living in Japan, and every time I talk to her, I want to go even more. It used to be a "OH-MY-GOD-I-CAN-BUY-ALL-SORTS-OF-KAWAII-ANIME-THINGS" kind of thing, but now I genuinely want to go to be in Japan. It seems like a place I would really like. The weather is totally me, to begin with. Plus I love the fashion (mind you, I know the kind of places to go and likewise to stay away from, and I don't think Lolitas walk the street every minute of every day in every place). I just truly want to go. I don't know why anyone would want to leave, but Cait told me all about this one dude who left the Japanese program that she's in. For plain concideration, I won't share the details here, but most certainly feel free to IM me on AIM (
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IM ) and I'll tell you a great deal of the story. Trust me, it just might be worth the trouble of contacting me. Unless you're him. XD In that case, I suggest you tell your friends what an ass I am and encourage them to hate me. Then post about it on your journal. You're good at that. You're also good at DDR (GOD, WE KNOW ALREADY). If you feel the need to justify yourself, go ahead and tell me about how you're better at making friends, and attempt to use things like age against me. Trust me, despite my age, I have obviously worked much harder at being socially acceptable and thusly have earned friendships in this here "real world".
I hope to God Caitlin reads this. She's so funny. >D Everybody, go read her journal. >O< I demand it!! And if you comment, I'll give you tribute here in my journal.
My sister met a girl online, and Mom encouraged her to give the girl our home address (despite the fact that my sister knew her for, what, a couple hours?). I think the reason she allowed her to give the girl our address is because she said she was from China, and she spoke in Engrish. Whatever. What really bothered me is that I made it very clear that I did not approve, but that just sort of upset Mom, and she didn't go back on her decision at all. Okay, so...let's pause here. How long have I known Lordess? Four years? Hmm. And yet, Mom says she doesn't know or trust her, and says that I cannot give her my address because...she's an evil rapist. Or something. I was okay with her thinking like this until now, when she obviously doesn't take this approach on some random "girl" in a chatroom.
Either way, I'm checking to make sure the doors are locked before I go to bed for a while. And if it turns out that this Chinese girl is legit, I expect Lordess to be given the okay to come visit me for my Sweet Sixteen or whatever else she can make.
Another thing that is sort of bothering me: Mommy is making me write to my brother. Lord knows I'm not about to speak up about it, but...I just don't like it. I'm expected to write him a sweet letter that says, "Hey, honey! I hear you're looking awesome! That makes me so happy!! I can hardly wait to see you again!" when all I would tell him when we lived together was, "I don't like anything about you, and I would really appreciate it if you didn't talk to me at all." I have to think he'll catch onto that pretty quick. My letter is going to be a total BS piece of paper that says I'm pretending to want to write for the sake of our shared mother. I love my brother, and I always shall. That's just the way it goes with family. But he has to know how I feel about him, and we have never in our lives gotten along with one another. So I hope he enjoys lip service. He'll probably be getting it about twice a week from me.
I hope no one thinks I'm losing my cheerful disposition. XD I'm actually in an incredibly good mood! Just dreaming away about Japan. n__n~
I love you all so much!! Kisses!! >*