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[wra1th22]

finally went through the nonsense to get my grandmother's car yesterday. i was well prepared though and it was relatively painless. until i got into the car. it stilled smelled like her. let's just get one thing straight, my grandmother never smelled like "old lady." she had a perfume she always wore, always. since before i was born. the smell is tied to my oldest memories and even before i can recall.

to sum up: i have trouble driving my new car because it makes me sad.