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Dad came home today, well my brother doesnt know that. He is completely out of control again. the minute he goes out of town my brother goes crazy. i talked to chris again last night. i wasnt feeling good and my voice it starting to go. good thing dad is home. but he is leaving again to go 3 hours away for at least 10 days. then we are going to texas. but then i told chris, i might as well stay in omaha since we are going to vegas on the 14th. He told me to do what my heart tells me to do and everything will come into place. if it was really up to me id be on the first plane to arizona and wouldnt be coming back here. oh well things all happen for a reason and im trying to figure this one out right now. UGh oh well.