Left Out
I'm at Seth's right now. I feel bad for being on the computer while everyone else is watching the movie, but there isn't any where for me to sit. I know a lot of the people here will be reading this later, and I know I am being a whiny bitchy little brat. I'm sorry. It's the mood I am in. But everyone is sitting on the couch, harry and emily, sophie and michael and liz and austin are on one side of the couch and maria and seth are on the other side. And I'm on the other side of the room...by myself. At the computer. There is no where for me to fit. I want to be happy right now. But I'm not. I am going to stop before I start crying in front of everyone and have them all fuss when I don't want the attention right now. I'm sure I'll be getting a few comments from the people here now, and I know it isn't your fault. I'm being stupid, and this is my fault for seculding myself right now. But I just can't help it and I'm not angry. I am just sad and I don't know why and I don't want to talk about it. You all don't deserve to have to shoulder all this crap too. It isn't your life and you shouldnt have to deal with it.