fucking sucks

[wowiloveyou]

i'm a little unhappy at the moment. i wanted to go to matt's show tonight, but it was just to late for me to be out, and my mother wouldnt let me go. this was a really big deal to him, and i kinda like that kid, so i wanted to be there and support him, and i feel really bad now...i wish i could be there

Comments

[usedlover]

thats ok i still like you, like alot!

whoa, it's you

[aminalshmu]

you talked to me today. sorry for not talking to you. i just thought, you know, you were too cool for me. not in the sense that you THOUGHT you were too cool for me... but, you know. actually, don't take it too hard, i didn't mean anything and we can still be friends. i didn't talk to allie for weeks when she started working there until her and matt were... you know. causing a ruckus. but now we're best friends!!!! no, really, she's cool. honestly i think i'm just, uh, shy or something. i can't really explain it. but sorry about not being a reasonable, nice person and introducing myself or whatever when i first realized "hey, there's a new girl working up front." but, i think you'll get over it. cue me feeling like a douchebag. see you around.

jordan

Re: whoa, it's you

[usedlover]

so we're not best friends.....for this i am sad....like really. the first time you saw me you thought i was hot as shit, just admit it. its ok. i actually havent seen you in like 3 days thats a long time. how come you never comment on my journal...oh yeah just because you dont like me, alright i see how it is

oh, and hey

[aminalshmu]

about the show - i went and then left because i was with some other friends who didn't feel like sticking around till 12:40 or whenever to hear them play. at least you have a legitimate excuse for not going, your mom wouldn't let you. i was THERE and then left! man, i'm such an asshole.

ha, er

[aminalshmu]

oh.

and sorry to clutter up your comments section (i really need to get off of this livejournal trip and go work on my car or do something productive),

but i just wanted to say: i added you as a friend. see, i'm building bridges! yay.

you rock to the 100th power

[wowiloveyou]

jordan! you're so nice! you are definetly building bridges. way to go. and i'm sorry that i was such a bitch and demanded that you be nice to me, i shouldnt have expected you to drop everything and introduce yourself, i mean you were um, working and all. but its ok if youre shy, maybe i'm just way too loud sometimes. but i'm glad you cluttered up my comments page, it made me feel good. ha. ok, now we're friends jordan, whether you like it or not!