mmmmm

Feb 28, 2004 20:09


OH GOODNESS! *orgasm*

Man charm boy can do a number on your soul. He's like the ultimate chicken soup. I can so thank brooke for this one. She desevres all the credit cause she gave him to me. Aww gave him...he's not a present, he's special.

I'm so relieved to have him around. As much as I was used to having the internet boys be uber mean and frustrating, he's so sweet and caring. Chris was a wonderful guy, and I won't bother being rude and bashing him because he doesn't deserve that much. But as far as it all goes, he's into the non affection, less caring, getting mad type of relationship at any kind, and I can't be happy in that kind. He wondered why I was mad, but I dunno. That's his fault...he never got passed all the other girls to even see that I AM loveable. Even in a friendship I felt far away, there was always ash, which he lied about, lisa and kim who seems to be his total infatuation.
Anyways good luck if you even still read this. I highly doubt you care, or miss me for that matter. That's the way it always was.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

I don't miss him much. Sometimes I do, but I know he likes the way I no longer care about him. He's glad I'm gone. So maybe it's a good thing, though I feel guilty, but I'm supposed to be happy. I can't always do everything for others, for once I'm thinking about myself.

Charm Boy is utterly amazing. The words he speaks, the things he says...they could melt you into a puddle.

"You're a friend and regardless if you live 271897 miles away, you still mean something to me"

thanx charm boy, you mean the world to me.

+danni-cat
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