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yesterday i quit red lobster. it's so not like me to not put a two week notice in, and i feel like crap cuz i worked there for like three weeks (less than?) and i hope i don't start making this a pattern. first it was KDL Marketing, no 2 week notice, just called and quit after a month, now it's red lobster, just called and quit. but these jobs... they were RIDICULOUS. i was supposed to work last night but i just could not see myself going in. i knew i would get yelled at at some point (or points) in the night, i knew i would cry a little bit like i do every shift, and i knew i would get stressed. i just couldn't deal with it. i mean my manager got mad at me for forgetting to ring in an appetizer! he said "How can you forget to ring in an appetizer? you have two tables." okay asshole, it happens. instead of bitching at me about it why don't you just let me fix it. it was bullshit. i turned in an application to Old Time Pottery, so maybe that'll do something for me. hopefully. i know it was probably stupid to quit before i got another job but i was miserable. it's not like it was at quiznos and the grille, where i was like "godddd i don't want to go to work todayyyy!" that was just because i was lazy. this and KDL were like "GOD I DONT WANT TO GO TO WORK EVER!!! I HATE ITTTT!!!"
and i'm a vegetarian now. i joined a Student for Environmental Action club and there was a guest speaker last night. she showed pictures of real animals in slaughterhouses and chicken coops, she had visited these places and i just can't spend my money supporting that. it was awful. i cried. so i decided to go veg! the meeting was amazing. i think i can really fit in in this club. it'll let my hippie-ness shine! =)