Feb 01, 2006 18:38
i was feeling great till i read some ljs and now i feel just like Hitler came out of the grave and gripped an irun fist around my heart! is something going on? if its like not to be spokin of then thats cool i just want to know if there is so i dont lose my mind! i hate it when i cant help my friends when they need it. i need a good cry now but i cant cuz im still at work. and im hugry (wow aint that news).
i hate how fat i am!! i dont think i will every be skinny like any of yall. evey time i try to something happins and it just all comes back or i just cant go any lower.
i hate every thing about me and who i am and the things i do and wish i could but cant!!!
but as it goes "All sunshine makes a desert" and "If not for saddness or anger we would not know joy"