Oh dear.........
Man oh man, I've just been doing so much fuckin thinking that my mind is going crazy.
Things lately have just been so stressful. You'd think they'd be less stressful, and sometimes they are, but not always.
I just keep thinking of a million and one things, and all these things I could be doing, and places I could be going....mostly my future is on my mind...and that irritates me.
All I can think about is the future, who will I be with, Where will I live, What job will I have, Will I have time for the things I love??
I can't stay out of the future, it's weird, you'd think with my "crazy" personality I'd be all about here and now; but I'm so not.....
Few! I just need a deep tissue massage, some classical music and candles......
HAHA... yeh right! That won't happen. lol.
Money and time just piss me off so much. It's like they're both against me, I never have enough of either to be pleased.
But hey....I guess it could be worse....
Time to go to sleep....or exercise...or do homework...or draw....or choreagraph routines.....or type my research paper.........
Who knows!? I just have a google of things on my mind....
Anyhow....
Hopefully I can just get out of this funk.....
I just want things to be settled....to know what's going on.........
But I know that's a long time from now when I can have most of the things I want.....
:-/ *shrug*
**KT
Things lately have just been so stressful. You'd think they'd be less stressful, and sometimes they are, but not always.
I just keep thinking of a million and one things, and all these things I could be doing, and places I could be going....mostly my future is on my mind...and that irritates me.
All I can think about is the future, who will I be with, Where will I live, What job will I have, Will I have time for the things I love??
I can't stay out of the future, it's weird, you'd think with my "crazy" personality I'd be all about here and now; but I'm so not.....
Few! I just need a deep tissue massage, some classical music and candles......
HAHA... yeh right! That won't happen. lol.
Money and time just piss me off so much. It's like they're both against me, I never have enough of either to be pleased.
But hey....I guess it could be worse....
Time to go to sleep....or exercise...or do homework...or draw....or choreagraph routines.....or type my research paper.........
Who knows!? I just have a google of things on my mind....
Anyhow....
Hopefully I can just get out of this funk.....
I just want things to be settled....to know what's going on.........
But I know that's a long time from now when I can have most of the things I want.....
:-/ *shrug*
**KT