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wow i have a lot to say. i'll probaby forget most of it.
im sorta seeing someone. hes young but i really dont care. we have fun. he a sponsered skater and surfer. we had 6 companies but lost most of them cause he failed drug tests. he should be a senior but he dropped out. hes got a a record that actually includes attempted murder. which is actually a funny story.
im pretty sure im gonna turn clemson down. like i really dont want to but i dont think going there is a good idea. too much bad blood.
so that means california here i come.
i wish i was a better person so i didnt have to move 3000 miles just to have some peace.
i was content with 750 but oh well. i fuck everything up.
richie told me he loved me today. scary shit. i never wanna hear that shit again.
i seriously forgot sdub even exsisted til i came home to 45 messages from him in my aim. yes thats 4fucking5. all about how much i suck haha. i should probably care but i really dont. im not sad or anything. he said 'i dont care how much this hurts you' and i seriously was like oh shit i should probably be sad right about now.
i guess thats the end of any chance of a friendship with him. i gues that sucks. i dont even know anymore.
apparently the east coast doesnt want me. im so glad one person has the power to decide that.
i suck at my job. like whoa.
im sorta seeing someone. hes young but i really dont care. we have fun. he a sponsered skater and surfer. we had 6 companies but lost most of them cause he failed drug tests. he should be a senior but he dropped out. hes got a a record that actually includes attempted murder. which is actually a funny story.
im pretty sure im gonna turn clemson down. like i really dont want to but i dont think going there is a good idea. too much bad blood.
so that means california here i come.
i wish i was a better person so i didnt have to move 3000 miles just to have some peace.
i was content with 750 but oh well. i fuck everything up.
richie told me he loved me today. scary shit. i never wanna hear that shit again.
i seriously forgot sdub even exsisted til i came home to 45 messages from him in my aim. yes thats 4fucking5. all about how much i suck haha. i should probably care but i really dont. im not sad or anything. he said 'i dont care how much this hurts you' and i seriously was like oh shit i should probably be sad right about now.
i guess thats the end of any chance of a friendship with him. i gues that sucks. i dont even know anymore.
apparently the east coast doesnt want me. im so glad one person has the power to decide that.
i suck at my job. like whoa.