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Nothing is real in the make believe world I live in. I hate it when I have to step out of my make up and into reality. But it happens every single morning. I still have this hectic un-organized life style. I am moving again, need to find a place before the 31 or I will be sleeping in my car. But that always builds some kind of character. I have had plenty of offers from friends who will help me move, that is always a comforting feeling. Some of those friends I can count on and some of them I can't. It's getting cold here, winter in Germany is the most depressing I've ever experienced. I suppose this will be a good time for leisurely travel. Halloween is approaching, my favorite time of year, yet I am feeling no overwhelming joy about it this year. In fact, I am not looking forward to any of the seasonal happenings this year. LEt it all be done and gone as far as I'm concerned. I'm here at work, it's a slow Monday. It's cloudy and rainy and very ho hum. In order for me to feel like myself I better stir up some kind of drama. It's the only thing that keeps me smiling throughout the day. They all no I am trouble around here. :) Think I shall go and take a smoke break in this glorious weather we are experiencing. Peace to all...