a series of unfortunate events...

[woundedheart05]

so yeah last night i got into it hard core with mi padre... he had the nerve to call me a cheap whore, because all of my close friends are guys for the most part, then he threatended to take me out of godspell and that made so so intensly angry i couldn't even function... i just cried and cried for a really long time... then matt called me and calmed me down a whole lot! THANK YOU MATT ♥ !!!! then my dad came back for round two... he preceded to tell me that all of my "friends" arn't really my friends, they just keep me around because i'll spend my money on them... and that my best friend has the right idea... hang out with me as little as possible. this set me WAY over the edge... so i called matt again and didn't go into detail, but just cried on the phone for a few more min. then texted ryan to call me when he got a chance. he called me about 20 min. later... (by this time i was sick of my dad continuing to yell at me so i locked myself in my closet)and i talked to him for a few min.. then i passed out.

anyhow...

today we had a hella long rehersal! its was fun though... i couldn't focus to save my life at the end though when we were dancing... it was funny! oh yeah and we got my whole costume together now too... its HOT! and the best part of today... i talked wit ha lisp for the vast majority of the day... i sounded like forest gump! hahaha i loved it! anyhow... i am freakin tired as crap, so if jeremy dosen't call me within the next 10min. i am going to sleep.

so now i feel its time to say: goodbye, fairwell...

♥ ash.