continuation
yeah so i guess i put this off long enough. i said i was going to do it so here it is.
i think i was at halloween horror nights.
that has got to be one of the most fun and messed up weekends i have ever had. surprisingly it didn't take that much to convince my parents to let me go. but i had to pay for everything, which was understandable. i kenny took me to get my my ticket. then i packed. he came back later on in the week to pick me up. and then we were on our way. we actually contemplated going to HHN high. so we thought about buying some weed. but we abandoned the idea. but we did something even better. we went to smoothie king. best thing to ever enter my mouth.
anyways, it took us forever and a half to get to orlando. and then it took us another forever and a half to find where ucf was. but we found it eventually.
anyways lets go back a little. before hhn krasin and i were talking about hooking up. so during the car ride there i told kenny about it. haha. that was a funny convo that i'm not going to leak. let's just say he wasn't against the idea. i wasn't feeling all that great about it. having second thoughts you know.
anyways i ended up staying in rays dorm along with krasin and heist. later on tim and aj were added to the equation. fun. anyways that night i had to make the decision of sleeping on the floor, or sharing a bed with krasin. for like the first ten minutes i was like you know what i'll sleep on the floor. then krasin and i had a talk. about what might or might not happen. the funny thing was i told ray about my little situation. i told him didn't want to do anything. and when i was talking to krasin we came to the same conclusion. sigh... seeing as though we came to the conclusion that we weren't going to do anything, it really didn't make sense me sleeping on the floor did it? sigh i should have stayed on the floor. lol. yeah so after a while i noticed i couldn't sleep. and guess who else was still awake. you guessed it, krasin. yup so two people who can't sleep, that were supposed to hook up but didn't started to talk. yeah, talking led to reconsidering doing stuff. which led to doing stuff, for a while.
i know a lot of you are like,"why didn't he want to do anything?" well before hhn i had a little thing going on with jazmin. yup jazmin. we were talking like seriously talking. we even went out on a date.but things didn't work out so well with that. things didn't work out with that at all. mainly because i couldn't drop the feelings i had for a certain talia. she knew that still liked talia and that i always would. anyways something happened and i decided to let them read my journal. big mistake. huge mistake. this is what brought about most of the drama. so they read my journal. and each of them wrote me a letter. talia's letter was cool up until a certain point. then it just made me mad. talia's note was like her felling sry about all the stuff i had been through. and then i was like a list of reasons why she thought it would have never worked out between us. it was a bunch of what i thought were lame excuses. that was got me kinda of upset. some of the reasons were so silly. anyways, jazmin's note was nice. i don't remember what all is said , but i remember it was nice. so i responded to their notes. it's wasn't really smart of me. jazmin's note was alright. but talia's was... bad i guess. i mean i knew what was going to happen when i was writing it, i just didn't care at that point in time. i'm not going to say what the not said. so don't ask. but it almost ended our friendship.jazmin was mad. talia cried. it was a big mess.
anyways, i and really tired of writing. so i'm going to continue this some other time
i think i was at halloween horror nights.
that has got to be one of the most fun and messed up weekends i have ever had. surprisingly it didn't take that much to convince my parents to let me go. but i had to pay for everything, which was understandable. i kenny took me to get my my ticket. then i packed. he came back later on in the week to pick me up. and then we were on our way. we actually contemplated going to HHN high. so we thought about buying some weed. but we abandoned the idea. but we did something even better. we went to smoothie king. best thing to ever enter my mouth.
anyways, it took us forever and a half to get to orlando. and then it took us another forever and a half to find where ucf was. but we found it eventually.
anyways lets go back a little. before hhn krasin and i were talking about hooking up. so during the car ride there i told kenny about it. haha. that was a funny convo that i'm not going to leak. let's just say he wasn't against the idea. i wasn't feeling all that great about it. having second thoughts you know.
anyways i ended up staying in rays dorm along with krasin and heist. later on tim and aj were added to the equation. fun. anyways that night i had to make the decision of sleeping on the floor, or sharing a bed with krasin. for like the first ten minutes i was like you know what i'll sleep on the floor. then krasin and i had a talk. about what might or might not happen. the funny thing was i told ray about my little situation. i told him didn't want to do anything. and when i was talking to krasin we came to the same conclusion. sigh... seeing as though we came to the conclusion that we weren't going to do anything, it really didn't make sense me sleeping on the floor did it? sigh i should have stayed on the floor. lol. yeah so after a while i noticed i couldn't sleep. and guess who else was still awake. you guessed it, krasin. yup so two people who can't sleep, that were supposed to hook up but didn't started to talk. yeah, talking led to reconsidering doing stuff. which led to doing stuff, for a while.
i know a lot of you are like,"why didn't he want to do anything?" well before hhn i had a little thing going on with jazmin. yup jazmin. we were talking like seriously talking. we even went out on a date.but things didn't work out so well with that. things didn't work out with that at all. mainly because i couldn't drop the feelings i had for a certain talia. she knew that still liked talia and that i always would. anyways something happened and i decided to let them read my journal. big mistake. huge mistake. this is what brought about most of the drama. so they read my journal. and each of them wrote me a letter. talia's letter was cool up until a certain point. then it just made me mad. talia's note was like her felling sry about all the stuff i had been through. and then i was like a list of reasons why she thought it would have never worked out between us. it was a bunch of what i thought were lame excuses. that was got me kinda of upset. some of the reasons were so silly. anyways, jazmin's note was nice. i don't remember what all is said , but i remember it was nice. so i responded to their notes. it's wasn't really smart of me. jazmin's note was alright. but talia's was... bad i guess. i mean i knew what was going to happen when i was writing it, i just didn't care at that point in time. i'm not going to say what the not said. so don't ask. but it almost ended our friendship.jazmin was mad. talia cried. it was a big mess.
anyways, i and really tired of writing. so i'm going to continue this some other time