part two

Mar 06, 2006 19:42

i left off at senior year...

... so for like a month i stayed at my uncles house. the only people i told this to were cam, ray and casey. yeah it sucked. for that entire month i just lost focus of everything. i was scared. i didn't know what i'd do. it felt like nothing i could do meant anything. like what everything i did would amount to nothing. whatever.

so we got the house back. a couple weeks later my mom brought up the subject of us moving again. at this point i was like w/e. i dind't care. if it would have made things better, i would have. that was the night i snuck out to rays house. i was there until, say, 1 in the morning. then i started to ride my bike home. got stopped on the way by this black cop who thought i stole the bike. it sucked. w/e, we didn't move.

later on that year, after casey and i broke up, for gay reasons. mainly that stupid kid evan. i went out with robyn, mainly because of krasin. if it wasn't for her i would have never stepped up. it was cool. one of those things you think would never happen. but it did. it kinda sucked how it happened though. there was too much drama involved with the whole thing. ok. it's like this. i told jazmin i'd go to prom with her, because she didn't have a date and i didn't have a date as yet. stupid move. so, i never told anyone that i was going to prom with jaz. the only people that knew were talia, xavier, and a couple other people. so one day at lunch mccoy brought the subject of who i was going with up and i said that i hadn't decided yet. another stupid move. anyways, later on robyn asked me what the deal was. again i said nothing. so guess what she asks me..... if i wanted to go to prom with her. of course i said yes. the girl i've like for damn near three years asks me to prom and i'm going to say no? yeah right!!! i went to class so friggin excited, and then it happened. that sinking felling in my stomach. i had completely put jazmin out of my mind. but that didn't last for long. because the class i was heading to she was seated right in front of me. sucked for me. she automatically knew something was wrong. i couldn't tell her though. i wouldn't tell her. why? because i'm a jerk. i felt terrible, but at the same time i felt great. i had to find a way out of the situation. i had to talk to someone. i decided to talk to talia. lol. that's right i talked to jazmin's BEST FRIEND. i got ripped a new one. man it sucked. it sucked a lot. anyway. a couple weeks later i decided to ask robyn out. that has got to be one of the weirdest situations that has ever happened. i mean you think things would go smoothly then out of no where, WHAM!!! tiara. the words were just about to roll off of my tongue, when out of no where i hear this screeching voice. " oooooohhh, gio. that's the girl you like right?!!" i was completely shocked and embarrassed at what had just happened. instead of me asking her out, it was like someone indirectly did it for me. if i were white i would have been blushing. anyway, she said yes. whoopppeee!!!!! so i continued into my class. and there was jazmin. right in front of me. of course she knew what just happened. how could she not. my teacher even know. i had to say something. and yet, i didn't. that same week i decided to call her and tell her. can you say damn? can you? cause jeez that was badddd. it sucked that she already knew, because someone, talia, told her. she let me have it. she told me the f*** off. i couldn't blame her though. i deserved it.

well skipping ahead. prom was good. but i have to say it wasn't great. i mean i almost lost one of my best friends because i was being a dick. whatever. i have to say i did have fun though. the dancing, well the lack of dancing on my dates part. that i have to say was a let down. i mean robyn and i hardly danced the entire night. i mean it's prom, you expect dancing. well some how vinci convinced her to dance. man i thanked him for that. where ever you are right now bro, thanks. so prom was over. we all no what happened after prom. lol. hahahahahaahaha. so i don't need to talk about that. besides, it would be kinda weird.

after we graduated i have to say i really didn't get to see robyn all that much. which let to us breaking up... through a text message... while i was talking to talia. funny stuff. whatever. funny thing is not more than about say two weeks later i hooked up with her best friend. which is a story i'll save for later. i mean all of you know this story. but i have to explain it in full detail. why? because it kinda pissed me off how it happened.

anyways i'm done writing for now.
peace

p.s.- if your name was mentioned in this and you didn't want it there... don't tell me.
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