rediscovering adema
ever had a day when you just couldn't come to? a day when nothing that happened could keep you satified, keep you happy? that has been me for the past couple moths. nothing that happens makes me satisfied with life. nothin that happens keeps me happy.
i can't find a reason for me being so depressed all the time. i wish i had the slighest clue to what it is. it would be so much easier.
i remember when i was young i was so energetic. i used to think that it would be super cool to extra sensative. now... i just wish i couldn't feel anything. it would be so much easier. to go your entire life without ever having to feel anything. not to worry about who your first love would be, or if she would turn you down. not worrying about how you dad cheats on your mom. not worrying about how your brother and sister are doing every second of the day. not worrying if things will ever go you way.
wouldn't that be great? i think it would. i think it would be perfect.
i can't find a reason for me being so depressed all the time. i wish i had the slighest clue to what it is. it would be so much easier.
i remember when i was young i was so energetic. i used to think that it would be super cool to extra sensative. now... i just wish i couldn't feel anything. it would be so much easier. to go your entire life without ever having to feel anything. not to worry about who your first love would be, or if she would turn you down. not worrying about how you dad cheats on your mom. not worrying about how your brother and sister are doing every second of the day. not worrying if things will ever go you way.
wouldn't that be great? i think it would. i think it would be perfect.